Hello!

This is theprerogative 's fandom and writing journal, you know the drill. I don't bite, really. Let's play nice and fangirly.

xoxo, Chrissie ;D

( Journey in words )

I like Uee. A lot.

( Hook, line and sinker )

But anyway, Uee is like the face of AfterSchool and all her haters can go to the left IDC because I really like AS' new songs. Sure, it's not the usual DIVADIVAD-D-DIVA or the crazy electro dance hits but this new feel is different and I'm liking it. The girls look gd ;D

I have no words for how much I loved this performance. The two childhood best friends finally on stage together, doing a song that speaks of their wildest imaginations. The 2NE1 musical flopped for me and I can't seem to like the CL/Minzy duet but G-D as usual, saved the day, by playing impromptu deejay. HEY MR, DJ, PUT IT BACK ON~

( Oops he did it again~ Played with our heart and we let him, that heartbreaker.  )

It's a novel experience except I'm not very sure which category this should go. You see, it started really innocent. I was in law class and we were discussing 'free speech' and my group decided to be different (everyone else was being terribly srs about the exercise). So we talked about international differences in freedom of speech. We went through the usual (i.e. Australia, Singapore, Russia, Arab/Muslim countries, etc) and I suddenly remembered something. On hindsight IDK if I should have mentioned it, I mean-- I don't want to be stereotyped as a typical Asian girl into Asian music, pop music no less but I said it. The P word (he's become like a forbidden entity in the scene).

Park JaeBum (whom I've had a rather lengthy entry about already)

I didn't exactly say his name but one of my classmates caught on and it was O_O Here I was thinking that I could get away with being vague and just giving an example (because hey, he was really relevant to discussion. It IS an issue about free speech in S.Korea) but no, somebody had informed him of this issue and he knows about Korean boybands. I'm not ashamed of my fandom, really. I'm just careful with mixing fandom with real life. IDK why it's such a big deal for me (asian music fandom in general which I usually don't mention unless it's an Asian I'm talking to) unlike my animanga fandom which I feel is pretty-- IDK normal? I suspect it's because I can always say Ghibli is my fave Japanese artist when in actual fact I know less about Ghibli than I do about Konomi or Amano. I guess it's because I'm afraid of being judged which is stupid because I'll like to believe I'm not ashamed of my fandom. I think, in actuality, really--

I'm just ashamed to be myself, a fan, an Asian in a relatively white country.

What made things worse was when I was showing the same classmates my browser, they noticed at the bookmark toolbar I had Super Junior's soompi page and ELF fansite prominently displayed. I then proceeded to engage them in conversation about the largest boyband in the world which was weird-- but kind of cool at the same time. IDK.

I am utterly sorry now that I did not watch the MKMF awards last year but now I'm making up for lost time ;D The subs aren't great but you get the point and OMG SO MUCH WIN <3

Thanks to sukuishi for the tip off.

But fandom is good to me.


Old school kpop does SNSD's Gee/Kissing you. I love it so much. Kim Tae Woo and Danny Ahn, do want G.O.D days <333~~

I shall rip this because I don't think it's possible that they were do an official version but looking at the back up singers and even Taeyeon participating in this radio recording, I won't be surprised. Kim Tae Woo has one heck of a voice. Wants him and Park Hyo Shin~

I fangirled about Family Outing recently but here I am with the full episode of LOL from Kim HyunJoong and Seungri. I still can't bring myself to like Seungri as much as I had hoped but JiHoo sunbae makes me so happy. Him fangirling over Lee Hyori was A+++++++ <333333~~~~

riiche write me fic please ;D and stelf might want to see this too, really. Oh! And sukuishi since you said you've never seen an ep of FO, you now have no excuse, so go forth, stop whining and get some LOLs ;DDDD

But without further ado, DL the mp4 versions (because I watch this on an iTouch sorry!) of part 1 and part 2. Of course I didn't sub this <3

Because Boom and Kwon leada = Jo Kwon for me <3


G-D is such a good sport~

Super Junior does SNSD's Genie? YOU GOT IT.


I've been wanting this since I saw Boys Generation (2am/2pm/SHINee/Suju collab) and now it's all SuJu in all of its gloriousness (represented by gorgeous voice Sungmin, amazing lyricist/rapper hyukkie, ray of sunshine when he's not emo teukie and all time gag man shindong). I love Suju so damn much it's reached a whole new level. Hyuk pays tribute to EVERYONE who's ANYONE in kpop (the GD love wins so much) and the ending? EPIC. Best performance of the night I dare say, sorry 2am you got pwned D:

SuJu will always be my 1st choice fandom in Kpop, regardless. And I'm in a benevolent mood and my stomach won't stop hurting, I need some happy so here's a rip of the MP3 and the whole damn show which deserves love!

SNSD returns the favor with their version of SorrySorry. I love SMentertainment love.


SNSD steals my heart again, ever the smooth criminal these girls. So ladies of 4minute and whichever girl group doing tributes (2ne1 is exceptionally good in this), here is a real tribute to the king of pop, get it right next time ok? I love Sooyoung!

I FUCKING LOVE THIS. HATERS GONNA HATE IDC. UGH. I'LL NEVER GET SICK OF THIS SONG, NEVER. I NEED MY SUJU FANGIRLS. /RUNS AROUND SCREAMING. HERE HAVE A DL LINK. IT'S A FANCAM BUT DAMN IT'S CLEAR AND PRETTY GOOD. SOME GLITCHES HERE AND THERE BUT UNTIL I FIND BETTER QUALITY ONES SORRY GUYS, DEAL. IF YOU WANT THE MP3, HOLLER.

I will BUY this DVD, I swear BECAUSE the whole damn performance IS GORGEOUS. I really want to see them live, all 15 with SJM. It's not impossible is it? Kangin will come back. He has too.



THE HANCHUL. I DON'T EVEN SHIP IT BUT HELLO I LOVE SORRYSORRY! ARGH IDEK HOW TO FANGIRL ANYMORE!

Watch this for the animation then watch the real thing. I really like the use of lines here.


IDK about other people but I'm tired of all the wank and stupidity in Kpop. Can I just have my music back to normal? I'm bored of girl groups and all the dance music, let's move on.

Yesung's musical OST song sounds fabulous. That boy is so under-appreciated it's not even funny anymore. Let him sing SM. Kyu too. And Sungmin <3